D-tin - Nightmare lyrics

[Hook: D-tin] Why am I so scared? Is this a nightmare? [Verse 1: D-tin] It's been seven years since the first day that we met But I f**ed up during middle school and caused myself a lot of regrets Everything that you said about me, maybe it was true Maybe I really am a freak and I just couldn't get the clue Now I feel blue, depressed and sick at the same damn time I got jealous when you were with someone else cuz I wanted to make you mine I wanted you so bad that I always had to know where you were at But that's not who I am, so why the f** would I do that? Cuz I was obsessed with you, and I couldn't move on I was stuck on you like super glue, and no amount of brawn Could separate me from it, so I felt like I was stuck So I went from being obsessed to depressed, and nobody gave a f**! I just wanted to die, and be sent to Hell where I belonged I wanted to believe so bad that you were the one who was wrong But the man in the mirror isn't me, so why am I blaming myself When what I thought was love towards you was just bad for my health [Hook: D-tin] Why am I so scared? Is this a nightmare? [Verse 2: D-tin] The judge allowed me to write you an apology, but I was scared So, I guess this song will make up for that, since I wasn't prepared To be slapped in the face by reality, when I was living in a fantasy I didn't know what I was doing, it was like I had no sense of morality After what happened between us, I became afraid I was scared every time that I saw you, and no that wasn't rage Towards you, all of that rage was meant for me I knew that someone hated me, and would probably laugh when I used to bleed I almost did it for you too, but someone stopped me in my tracks She hates me now, so I wanna at least put what happened between us in the back So, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for every single thing I did And for every word I said, but thankfully you closed the lid So I've been told, four people told me that you've forgiven and forgotten I didn't think the day would come where you didn't see me as rotten Thankfully it's in the past, and you've decided to move on From what happened seven years ago, but I still hate myself strong [Hook: D-tin] Why am I so scared? Is this a nightmare? [Hook: D-tin] Why am I so scared? Is this a nightmare?