D-Sisive - J.A.C. lyrics

My number one priority's lost in the game of life Cause d**h was dominant It's prominent that I'm losing my touch, beacuse my confidence Consists of zero motivation, the frustration Be taking the best of me...Losing the chemistry I once possessed, rest a**ure, the focal point's the metaphor From J.A.C., her words of wisdom was always the best of cures In rough times, I'd follow her routes, receive the tips And when I took the risk it seemed that rough times never existed... In my memory, avoided the density and the felonies And questioned the... "Why was this angel sent to me?" It was never understood clearly...The consipracy theory Left thoughts weary and eyes constantly tearly From the loss that was faced, my property was defaced From the relization that she could never be replaced By any other, to others, they'd all be running for cover But the opposite was witnessed from my mother Instead she stood her ground and fought, round for round and brought The insparation that was caught by myself, that surely taught That the posotive always rise and shady ones are dispised I'm seeing it with my eyes, so it ain't really a surprise that... Only the storng survive, and the weak always demise But why is it the good ones always have to die? ...I'll try to sleep tight Despite the fact I guess I'll never see the light... * Hook * (X2) I'm feeling pressures the most at night times When I lay back and close my eyes And realize simply how much you've been there for me It ain't to see, but soul searching keeps me awake at diffrent times To reconize how much you really mean to me...J.A.C In a retrospect state I vision all my respect escalate into the highest rate... But the state of mind that I was placed in, subtracted from the rasing Of myself into a grown man for an unknown span of time I slowly felt I was losing my mind and then entering adulthood blind Without the guidance that you once selected After proceeding to reflect it... Stayed imbedded within my brain...Time and time again I strained my vision to see things clearly, but abstract blurs Conqured my life facts severely While suffering was mearly the side effects We gave our best to elongate or avoid the permanent rest "But it was only a test" Then the days of life became less Due to infectious breasts, that risked the threat...Leaving defects On your physical frame Cause you were playing a losing game with nobody to blame But your will to maintain...Never lost a single second of life And left us with the posotive attitude that you'd survive through the night But our perspective could not always be right My body grew tight when the phone rang constantly on the expected night On November two-nil when my emotions spilled Cause I heard you had to face your pa**ing, then the world turned still And I totally lost my surviving will To experience the best face d**h and realize that it's for real Could never steal the appeal from memories that were lavishly attacking me But still I pa**ivly erased all the feelings from the damaged fee Selected normally, and tried not to vision what the manics see It seemed like yesterday when we were singing songs by David Ca**idy Along with our entire life together pa**ing me by like Pharcyde While I'm bucking up for the ride Basic intentions try to strive for goals you offred motivation for Destinations were reached through formations of my speech Boosting me for the reach therfore I have to impeach From 51 to 97, I'm posotive you're let in That unconqured land that lies behind the gates of heaven Beacuse we stuck by our word "Til d**h do us part" And since I'm not seeing you phisically, you reside in my heart J.A.C ...I'll try to sleep tight Despite the fact I guess I'll never see the light... *Hook * (X2)