D-Sisive - Don't Be lyrics

[Verse 1] It felt like a nightmare She was wide awake the whole time Scared And sad A stew of emotions Confused with which one to go with She shook hands as they kissed her cheek And whispered cliches to fix her "I'm sorry for your loss, dear." "He was so young." "Life is not fair." She thanked them all with a head nod Trying to turn every thought in her head off [Verse 2] Every head nod to a sorry Really meant "Don't be." It really meant "Feel sorry for his family." "I shouldn't be here." Smeared tears Were it not for the man in the casket; It gets deeper Her little secret; She was gone way before he departed For-sale sign in the front yard lawn Before any crash took life from his body The love for him escaped hers She tried to find it She looked behind every memory But it was gone like now becomes later She should've told him Now it's too late to [Verse 3] She kept staring at his eyelids Remembering that last goodnight kiss Her eyes were open Hoping she'd have the courage tomorrow to open up But home he never made it That tomorrow never came and Today she wrestles with the guilt While still living off what he left her in the will...