D.Screte - Rather Fail lyrics

It seems like every time I do them good, they do me some dirt And every time I show emotion, I just end up with hurt So through time, I taught myself to be heartless I'm better off in a casket, a simple forgotten carca** A lot of hate in my heart, a f**ing chip on my shoulder I'm always watching my back, best friends is f**ing me over They call me "bro" but I know damn well that they snakes and some vultures.. b**h like some hoes, who need some f**ing dick and some closure This world has gone to sh** And everyone inside disgust me, beautiful on the outside with actions that make them ugly Drop to my knees and ask God, "Lord, do you really love me?..I know this life's a test but these people, they push and shove me, and the same people that talking sh** are the same people that hug me!" and I do this for the "love" man f** your fame and all your money One, two Yeah, one two See, ever since I was a youngin' I had dreams of being something, a million fans screaming my name the crowd physced and jumping. I wasn't born to live a basic life, momma you have to face it. So dry your eyes one time I promise that your son gon' make it But is my goal to make the cover of the XXL? Or f** a thousand hoes until my dick starts to swell? Or make a million mistakes and make some songs called "Oh Well"? Or glorify the drug game and put my people in jail? And take full responsibility for a generation in cells Cause all you f**ers influence the kids, with the stories you tell While you fantasize like its heaven to be living in hell Well, if thats the price of success, then man I'd much rather fail