D.i. - Venus De Milo lyrics

You see I first felt d**h as a very little kid Those bloody bloody nightmares I wish I had hid You can see beauty being close to evil I saw Venus De Milo Twisted like a twisted brain Was it hate or was her love insane? Now they're gone but I remain I'm just like her now, I'm just like her, I'm just like She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the d**h trap Only took 3 times She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the d**h trap Only took 3 times, 3 times in her head So psychotic, neurotic breakdown I stood and laughed as the body fell down Pulling wings off little birds Smashing, remembering thinking of the scene When I woke I was screaming No one could understand where the truth was I was the only one, I was the jealous one She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the d**h trap Only took 3 times She pulled me into the deat trap, pulled me into the d**h trap Only took 3 times, 3 times in the head The lone was out, I was alone All bu myself, I was damned no home My parents murdered everything thrown away Life is such a game and I'm not really sure I wanna play I'm a bad seed I have a damaged brain There's no way back only d**h will heal me