D.E.U.S. - Let's See Who Goes Down First lyrics

I was walking down the river Playing solitary quiver I was thinking about a million different lives She came dancing up a mountain Spread her whiteness like a fountain And an hint of broken turquoise in her eyes She came all the way to say I didn't stand A single chance the state that I was in I said: "Your sould is a-swaying" She said: "Hey that's a pretty saying, but unfortunately it is not true" She said: "You're just looking for another to love you" Now we all know the world is dying And expenses multiplying But you could try to take it easy too Let me take you for a ride I will take you for a ride 'Cause in time You'll be mine When you're mine It'll be oh so fine yeah! At the time I wasn't feeling that good At the time I wasn't feeling that good I wasn't longing for a strange delight I wasn't flashing on the dark of night I wasn't going for no periodic mood I wasn't suffering no odd decease I never thought of it as no unease But when it called me I just had to let it loose It never made me wonder or even think Just merely tapping tapping on my instinct It left me there but I wasn't left to choose Now I heard stories about this kind of thing It haphazardly just s**s you in Makes you do stuff you never thought you'd do One night it drove me to despair What if anybody had seen me there? To this day I still wonder how they knew They started spreading rumors about my state You know how it goes around this place Now and then they just need someone to screw My senses numb but I could feel Four, five years been taken out of me If you'd ask me, there's no way I could prove The smell of hysteria was chemical The air around me thick and physical My mind was racing but myself I couldn't move It had me running, running, running... Now I heard stories this kind of thing It doesn't lose it just let's you win With a little bit of luck you don't come out too bruised Such anger that I couldn't vent So much energy I couldn't spend It would have f**ed me over if I hadn't cut it loose. Yeah I wasn't suffering no odd decease I never thought of it as no unease Next time it calls me I'll be ready 'cause I know I'll be ready I'll be ready