D-Code - Trauma lyrics

[Hook: D-Code] Concrete to the head blood red from the trauma Fading to black bled to a coma All these roses you can't smell their aroma d**h is not dishonour I hope you find nirvana Hit you hard like fifty foot drop Hit rock bottom as you fell from the top Hit you like suicide on the news It's someone you know I mean someone you knew [Verse 1] Daddy's pills on the counter still the right number Why is that wrong police questions for answers Where is your mother we have something to tell her I'm still stuck in the mystery can't grasp it I flounder Just the three of us kids all alone at home Strange things going on but my radar still isn't in the red zone Dead zone danger blood in the manger This life is fragile violence rearrange her Change is a constant life shifts in an instant One day dad's there then gone in a moment and I missed it Sadness and anger this pain feeling twisted Madness pulled you down like an anchor confess it Though we were blessed it was left and it festered Your d**h we couldn't have guessed it Digest it accept it it's a hard pill to swallow Darkness will follow just try not to wallow [Verse 2] Now you're gone crossed that bridge out of this world When you die are there angels to herald Your soul to the next life as this one's unfurled Out before your eyes at the gates made of pearls Does it hurt to leave behind the things you have known The universe is unknown do you still have a home Is there nothing solid to hold onto now you are gone? Is the coldness of d**h just the dark before the dawn? Depression's contagious relentless tenacious Doesn't matter what your age is still vicious ferocious Gravity's irresistible but what pushed you over the edge Was it your own sadness or was it others as some allege We can't blame ourselves but we wish we could have helped In hindsight the little signs seem to manifest themselves How could we have missed it now we're missing you? Trauma of losing a loved one the feeling's hitting you As hard as the ground from fifty feet up in the air We cared about your pain but it's a shame d**h is unfair