D-1 - Darkside lyrics

Darkside I love you too much, I show it too less What did you say? b**h, I know what you said You make a man hittin' rock bottom feel lower So what I had a couple shots of vodka? I'm sober Don't need a second mother, if I wanna have another I'm a grown man You wanna go? Then go then How did you become my enemy? Phone is off, then it's the removal of my wedding ring Then it's driving under the influence of the devil's drink Heading to the club, where I forget about everything The girl across the bar She don't know about my pain, she don't know I lost my job But she make me feel young again Just for one night, I feel like another man How did I get here? Bartender says I'm at my limit I try to get another drink, said after that I'm finished The Guiness and white russians I never should've mixed like apartheid (Hook) Now I've fallen to the darkside, yeah And I thought I heard your heart cry, yeah Cuz I've fallen to the darkside, yeah But please don't let the spark die, no Maybe one day I can find my way back to you Uhhh, wake up in my own vomit On the floor of our apartment, sh** I almost choked on it Ya runnin over to me with a gla** of cold water Tryin' to clean me up before I see our six year old daughter I tell you that I love you, you tell me that I'm drunk Don't you hear I said I love you? You tell me that's enough I barely keep my eyes open, doesn't matter, can't see beyond my false pride (Hook) Yeah, I know my father was an alcoholic I gotta hear about it everytime I have a tonic It's got a little gin, you worried bout a lil drop? Promise when I get a job, this liquor's goin in a box Hey what you doin? Where you think you goin with our daughter? Just because I missed parent day at kindergarten? Now she's cryin, Molly, shhh, I know you're hurtin now Mommy and Daddy got some issues, we gonn work it out Do you remember my face? The sound of my voice? Am I just a fool to think that I had a choice I saw my whole life leave in a range rover Then took a shot of Beefeater for the hangover Found my way back to you, baby, all night