d**hboy - The End Begins Again lyrics

These walls are paper thin And I'm feeling underneath it all I'm falling out and in This larger life now feels so small There is no easy way This hurt it hurts me every time I don't know what to say I'm twisted up and can't unwind [gentlemen! this man needs help] I shout your name from here You shut me down and close the door I should be fine in here I've died a thousand times or more I've loved in silent smiles These words are heavy on my back I've walked for miles and miles It suffocates so just relax You run away from it A screaming heart that makes no sound Can't make the pieces fit I cry when there's no one else around If I could find some light My friends might understand my soul If I could make it right I'd put back everything I stole [amazing that brain can generate enough power] And is this all I need? The simple life I led before But now I'm on my knees With all the ghosts I can't ignore They sit and sing with me A battered anthem from my youth Bleeding a symphony A stubborn hope I can't refuse The end begins again I'm burning up to blind my eyes The end begins again I live the night till something dies The end begins again I'm crawling round got caught inside The end begins again I found the dream and lost my mind