You Forced me to where I am You are a part of this Set up all the rules around me And you Put a touch to all my plans You are at the heart of this Queen of bitter fools around me I am falling I am drowning That's OK and that's alright I'm appaling I am frowning That's OK and that's alright New year's deviation Exultant animation Three years of frustration worked up all inside of me Blatant realisation Pure infatuation My intoxication Back in control of me How long did you think I could handle this? How long did you think I'd swim in piss? How long did you think I'd tolerate Being the benefit [???] the one I hate (x2) New year's deviation Exultant animation Three years of frustration worked up all inside of me Blatant realisation Pure infatuation My intoxication Back in control of me (x3)