d**hboy - BuddhaBox (Dub Symphony) lyrics

Let's cross another line Fulfill another promise Try to fill myself with wine And wake up at the office I don't think I work here Don't recognise your face I'm feeling quite disorientated Wait, I know this place Can i wander into your life? You can take a walk in mine Can i wake up in the desert? Thirteen years, a lot of time My science fiction soundtrack Leaves a lot to be desired All the diodes down my left side Need to be rewired If I'm making too much sense You can whisper in my ear Introspective providence A consequence of fear I'm a side-effect of Genuflecting perspicacity Are you my reward or reprimand? It's getting hard to see You know we're living in a sci-fi movie Rutger Hauer's gonna walk right through next Tuesday Young boys fall in love with their dreams You're not a toy, but you're not what you seem Lose my flow to this nostalgia I'm sounding insincere They say "we're so relieved we found you" But I'm not really here You're like emotional methadone Feels like I lack the chromosome A synthetic alternative To being on my own When I define myself, I find myself Somehow lacking Keep my displacement in the basement Till I'm unpacking Burst open packages of memories And conversations My black dog's become a product Of domestication But this is not the thing I am And this is not what I will be The thing you're pissing in the wind Is your potential to be free So fixated on the car-crash Try to tear your gaze away I don't need to be this man d**hBoy's just a sobriquet