Why don'tcha punch him in the nose? Now, Billy You're talking just like an old-fashioned cowboy, Billy What you mean is, why don't you paralyze him a little? Paranoid, so paranoid, shut it out, I'm on self-destruct I can't deal with the pains in my head Medicate the suffocation with bullsh** arrogance I'm in love with a suicide In too deep is just a state of mind Self-sedation is my f**ing 9 to 5 With a d**h obsession working overtime I can't get clean, some scars won't leave, I won't come clean Paranoid, feed the void, running low, I'm so f**ing weak sh** gets real when your friends end up dead Lying in a puddle on the side of the bed But nothing says I love you like a capital crime I'm praying for injection instead of 25 I can't take this f**ing noose on my neck Barbiturate, Percocet, caffeinated suspect I'm in love with my suicide Playing the victim is such a waste of time Medicating to keep yourself alive Autopilot drug sick kicks into overdrive I won't come clean, I won't come clean Paranoid, just feed the void, shut it out, this mic's set to stun I can't deal with the pains in my head Medicate the suffocation with bullsh** arrogance I'm in love with a suicide In too deep is just a state of mind But I can come clean You can trust me Rest your hopes on my lips and taste my venom Let my sorrow weigh you down and feed upon you