d**h Before Dishonor - By My Side lyrics

Dig myself into this hole everyday No ones around to take the blame I can't accept the fact I've been lead astray Just numb myself, numb myself every day Life holding me down Without a chance for me Snake eyes on every roll No control for myself So this is it I can't live this life Folding on the draw I owe it to strife So this is it watch my demise No other choice withholding all the cries I accept this punishment my so called life I have suffered laughing at my cries You are my only savor My only piece of mind Nothing to be wasted I need you at my side Drown myself inside this bottle again Nothing inside to make it end I'm so disgusted by the things that I see My mind is tired somebody put me to sleep I can't stop living this way Failure runs deep in my veins Is this my only escape My only way to ease the pain Life holding me down Without a chance for me Snake eyes on every roll No control for myself So this is it I can't live this life Folding on the draw I owe it to strife So this is it I watch my demise No other choice withholding all the cries I accept this punishment my so called life I have suffered laughing at my cries You are my only savior My only piece of mind Nothing to be wasted I need you at my side In this world I'm so alone hurt And heartache is all I know