d**h Before Dishonor - f** It All lyrics

I've been thinking it over I've been thinking long and hard Like a knife that's been scraping Scraping away at my mind fu*k IT ALL I'm sick of finding excuses I'm sick of feeling so down and out A brick wall at a dead end I'm still trying to smash my way out fu*k IT ALL I'm still trying to smash my way out Trying to see past something That's not there But I will fall again I can't see clear Levelled everything That I thought was in my way At the end of the dap It's just me here standing in my way I've been thinking it over What the f** is this all about I'm sick of finding excuses I'm sick of feeling so down and out