d**h Before Dishonor - Black Cloud lyrics

I walked away... another wake... another loss we can't take And when disease... comes again... all my strength can't... defend It takes its toll and I feel beat... that black cloud it loves me I try to run I cover up... in the end we just get f**ed Coming down, just like rain And that black cloud won't go away Emptiness... sickening Just one more day to test my faith And I saw in her eyes... all the pain of endless lives God I wish... I could heal all the suffering... that you take All the air... goes so thin... crashing down lost in In a nightmare... we all share... but the worst I can't bear Loss comes with life I can't deny When the loss hits Like a freight train And the black cloud rains down on me pouring agony And every second, every day I'll take the suffering in the rain And all the while I know someday That black cloud will fade, and let the sun shine on me