Cytota - Preparing for the Worst lyrics

I've got so much to hide That you could never know And though you're in my mind I still feel so alone Your eyes absorb my pain My heart is drugged by you Its impulse fights my brain Im so in love with you How can I work you out? When my minds so full of doubt? I will never let you down There's nothing left for me now Can not take this suffering You make my life worth living Can you see my world sinking In optimistic thinking? I don't know what I want Please stay the same I know I've dragged you down And made you suffer Love is so selfish I wish you didn't f**ing exist! Give me a sign Help me to an*lyze I can't let this go And never know But I'll try You'll never know What you've done to me!