CytoSoul - Psych Ward lyrics

[Verse 1] I can see my pops lost in a thought Of his young man being grown up and all Probably see him yielding a bat or a mitt Admit you didn't see no scribbles from a pad and a pen Guessin' questions, like who he gon' be An actor, architect, maybe the damn king Maybe he'll be pleased to see himself be Peepin' blueprint sheets at a biz I lead Yo, little did he know The blueprints I spotted where etched by Hov Yo, yo, little did he know The little dude's ambitions were gonna be local Like, bro, I can't wait 'til I hit bank Momma spotted 30 let's go halves on an eighth And hey, can't afford to even fill up his tank But his lungs'll get loaded, flowin' Durban and dank Poison, poison, poison, probably all that he thinks When he spot his son takin' puffs on the green He had hope, but he lost that pa**ion Another stranger in the madness [Hook] A stranger in the madness (x3) (Yo, yo) Couldn't even look your friend in the eye Couldn't even stare into mirrors without cryin' Couldn't turn to scripture nor a chapter And even if you could He'd still be a f**in' stranger in the madness A stranger in the madness Insane, captive, strained A stranger in the madness Exhausted, fatigued, enraged A stranger in the madness Insane, captive, strained A stranger in the madness Exhausted, fatigued, enraged [Verse 2] Duality, I felt it all scream Murphy helped inspire some beast inside of me And so, I can only hope to earn his rank Keep your brain fed, fly low, your soul surely resonate But failure's in my prophecy My genetic makeup makes it evident, see My evidence is I'm the first at university In a long lineage of famine-stricken immigrants If only they'd ask about it If only they would read these signs If only I could talk about it Psych Ward, rap game Amanda Bynes Cashin' in to bag a baggie full of stems Clusterf** cludder disappearin' on a whim So I held in, a deep inhale Helped a kid get to cla** and a** landed in a jail cell Bullseye, his hindsight The two wrongs left me ridden so I write Kept hidden from the ma**es, this madness Yo, I'm the stranger in the madness [Hook]