Cyrus Melchor - Crazy (Remix) lyrics

[Verse 1] I done forgot where I'm from and I don't know where I'm going Thinking about the cabbage is the reason why I'm flowing Six years or mo' and man they're still trying to make my case But they ain't trying to hear me, say they'll slide me a tape Hitting studios everyday, trying to make it, why can't it be? Neglecting my wife and child as if rapping was my family 14 years, pops is living on 62 Family members don't give a damn but I'ma stand by you Ha, living up in the 30's n***as are dirty Know they trigger fingers nervy they wanna serve me I love you, Al Dawg for the time we spent Can't rest in peace cause mom's still tripping about the incident Paying 24 G's a year to keep a man incarcerated But nothing for blacks for college when they educated Dear God I wonder can you save me? From all this madness I think I'm going crazy [Verse 2] I'm just trying to see what is happening to me My life is going real crazy People talking bad I don't know what ya had But get back where you come from or you're gonna be sad Brothers doing brothers wrong Mothers singing church songs Never ever had a dad, sister smoking crack bags Cops always bother me, broke is my community 40 acres and a mule, never got, that was bull But I can't fade it I used to rap with the homies thanking God that I made it I wonder if my posse's doing fine Cause he likes to sip on a little bit of wine I don't know what is happening to me Open up my eyes I got the whole world to see Don't you know my mind is going hazy I think I'm going crazy [Verse 3] (sh**'s going down) All over the world and I think it's time for me To get the money for my family (So check out my sound) I'm sure you'll find it funky Funky hip hop/R&B now who could it be? (The Wessyde) And that n***a named R.D Making crazy noise around the way and oversea Now I don't understand And it's shame why a brother gotta act this way So I thank the Lord for giving me another day No money in pocket but I got a little credit And a little game so I think I'm gonna use it Got a lot on my mind, got a family to support Stressed like a smoker 'bout to smoke his last 'Port Damn I need a shoulder to cry on My mother, my brother, my nana, my lover Uh, when will it all end? But in the meantime, I think I'm going crazy again