Cyne - Running Water lyrics

Sometimes I let the stress get the best of me Empty liquor bottles litter the floor before they were my enemy Familiar with the taste in my mouth Mickey Ice from last night goddamn what the f** its about But don't blame me cause I need a way out Only human in my skin But sh** I can't lie to myself again Feel me The monkey on my back grin with a smile Heaven opened up its doors then I fell through a cloud A fallen angel Flip the "L" and "E" and make an angle But mine ain't right Because my mind ain't stable Get it I stand and I fall And get up cause I'm ready to run Like Icarus because I'm close to the sun... We going down to the river Down here we alle float Pennywise in the gutter I'm stealing the boat let it go to the rhythm my vision is so ghost vision is so ghost my vision is so ghost Though I see peace scarce with abundant danger Thugs got guns in the air there's anger Larry caught one in the chest he shot back Now some dread is yelling for jah to bring'em back Lost hopes Boy floats wondering why Why he couldn't feel real beneat the surface of lies The night is young but we get old Some fold when them deep sea tides rise Boy cries He's a flock with illusion at night they soar the skies To land where it's foreign and life's boring Where crack vials mold a black child cuz life is torment And vanity be so real that a life's dormant Then cat's quick to make beef like a George Foreman Man f** that he's searching for faith From afros to cornrows the style of the day But now as of late you can tell when he wakes Man he don't stress the hair let it curl into shape And then grow parallel to a spiritual make he found jah Sprung by the bingi drum sound got'em high Ran with a gang that slang to get by Dreadlocked in a guise chef serving them pies Eat if you dare fiends walk with a stare magnetic to the rock That's why Larry is here (where?) Place unknown though stray bullets call home Where truce is far from truth it's war zone like Put your guns in the air and shoot 'em up 21 gun salute illusion as they bust Larry is the victim crossfire life abrupt Man I need to go seeking salvation is what I thought But then I saw peace scarce with abundant danger Thugs got guns in the air there's anger This n***a caught one in the chest he shot back now this dread is yelling for jah to bring'em back