Curtis Curtis - My Life lyrics

[Hook] This is a story from my lifes See I wouldn't want to lie Getting on by with my lullaby And all a my friends getting high Mens holler holler hi all the time But I can't find no man to love me Sometimes I get up I'm down I feel deadened hurt headed I'm down so I sweat it Through my day this ain't the way chained to the desk Mess hurt wrists phone fits and post-its I heard it gonna change but see you in it hard to see The final minute when The world is yours all yours I'll get it I mean it And in the evenin, I'm alone Not by the phone but I'm alone yo Persevere all my fears try to weigh me down Look around my ceilin's peelin rap deal you feelin I ain't now Do it myself independent gotta try, no lie Ain't No Limit kid no Majors Gonna f** me up right I just want to sing a song about my life, my life [Repeat Hook] I'm sweet like nickel Candy debutante on the street what in heat Caught you haulin at me, mind stallin at me Need you workin for me, need you talkin to me Not something f**in on me, what! I'm patient like a doctor Got the stock of proper genius hottest Venus On top I'll stop your heart drop Your jaw right to your pe-better heed this Queen of Mt. Olympus can't resist the goddess honest The kind you never Always take home to your mamas Accomplish what no other can treat you like no other man Understand this mad mind body you ain't seen in a woman My mommy posessed this pa**ed this on Dad made me strong played me mad songs growin up Told me I be the one well I want the one Levels deep and heart drum beat Boom beat boom beat But complex properties of my mind keep em 10 steps behind Ttakin mad time to find a guy it ain't right Worthy of my lullaby it ain't right Try to keep this sh** inside it ain't right it ain't right All night I can drive you wild The s** the intellect get respect f** the cheddar Better bet I'm the next to get mine find mine it's alright But sometimes it hurts my mind [Repeat Hook] Word to God I'll be the best girl you ever got, I'll keep it so hot I'll just never stop I got the plot locked, I got no guns co*ked And if you with me let me hear you say Nana I'm sure that this is more than you can handle This example Coming from a girl placed high up on the mantle Hold a candle to it, sick of the predicament Tired of the bull thick headed Need a sedative to get at it, well I invented it My case in point I would anoint you my prince Love you head toe to fingerprints All benefits laugh and count all our kids Make all our bids bu*terfly kiss with our lids Let's make it come all to this Gem at the precipice of the palace Drink from my chalice Never be jealous, no malice, I'll be your ballast When winds blow on I'll stand strong When winds blow on I'll stand strong