Curses - Ghost 40 lyrics

Seeking truth and never finding a meaning Have you forgotten about me? I found my way back from being lost But it's still not home I'll never find a place to call my own In your world Disease, the very thing that you deny Realize, I'm better than that (I'm better than that) Come on! A life that we drown ourselves in Those in control will continue to lie (to lie) But I won't be pulled under I won't let myself down Eighteen years I wasted living a lie Just to see that everything I believe Has been justified What a waste of time I'm sick of living a lie Listen when I speak I will always put you in second place Since you never put me first You only preach to hear yourself Just listen to when you read his word They are empty and hollow They are empty Eighteen years I wasted living a lie Just to see that everything I believe Has been justified What a waste of time I'm sick of living a lie Falling forward Fall to your knees I've finally made amends with who I am And who I want to be Falling forward Fall to your knees I've finally made amends with who I am And who I want to be You're just a f**ing crutch You will only bring me down The day you visit me on my last breath Just let me die Eighteen years I wasted living a lie Just to see that everything I believe Has been justified What a waste of time I'm sick of living a lie Eighteen years I wasted living a lie I'm sick of living a lie