Like a feeling that i'm down Down inside my heart Like i'm looking out through Splitting bloodred Windows in my heart From a higher up than heaven And a harder down than stone Shake the fear that always clawing Pulls me clawing down alone As i spitting splitting bloodred Breaking windows in my heart And the past is taunting Fear of ghosts Is forcing me apart And the further i get >from the things that i care about The less i care about How much further away i get... I am lost again With everything gone And more alone Than i have ever been I expect you to understand To feel it too But i know that even if you will You cannot ever help me Nor can i Ever help you