Cupcakke - Birth Mark lyrics

Couldn't get no sleep last night (not at all) Throwing up like I'm dizzy from a flight (I'm sick as f**) Mom bugging for nothing, she so uptight She said, "it gotta go if you staying here for the night" "It's important, abort it," that's what they all said Rubbing my stomach to feel it, don't wanna k** it, that's dead Will I still go to heaven? Will I still get my blessings? When I leave the doctor's office, would I feel like a felon? I'm kinda aggy, shame I got a f**ed up babydaddy Would of been a good mother to love her Till I'm wrinkled and saggy Like a test, I'm stressed and hella naggy Cause this sh** cut deep like it stab me The nurse under my skirt looking for the body parts This vacuum hurt, I just hope it don't leave scars In the mirror, I'm staring I'm so embarra**ed Feel like my soul selling quicker than clothes up on the f**ing clearance Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows) I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows) I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard) Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark) Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows) I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows) I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard) Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark) Can't buy no baby clothes, can't feed her SpaghettiOs Can't squeeze her fat cheeks, or kiss her baby rolls Clean her toes even when it's gross Can't be there when she grow up receive her first rose From her first crush, or buy her first clutch But instead I'm in the hospital bed and doing no such Yeah, that n***a f**ed me, but he don't give no f** So much baby weight, I can't even do a toe-touch Made this decision 'cause I'm not ready On minimum wage and ain't no gas in the Chevy (I need help) My family and friends shame me, and that petty Got me sleeping with one eye open like I'm Fetty Cause at the moment they can't stand me (gave up) Didn't wanna have it by a deadbeat (I didn't) Damn, if only I had a plan B My baby father only offered me a Plan B (f**ed up) Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows) I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows) I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard) Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark) Wish I would of borned you on this Earth (Lord knows) I'm not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows) I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard (hurts hard) Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark (birthmark)