Crystalic - Too Dark To See lyrics

I cannot dream with me, I cannot laugh with me no more And my face in the mirror is too dark to see I can't breath with me, I can't see myself anymore Because my face in the mirror is too dark to see Those scars remind me how I made you cry Your pain remains even if I die I can't feel myself no more, is there someone behind my back Who can see this curse on me, or is it just too dark to see! I can't take myself anymore, everything I touch falls apart Can you see this curse on me, or is it just too dark to see! Those scars remind me how I made you cry Your pain remains even if I die All these questions, I'm screaming out loud There is no one to tell me the way I can't breath with me, I can't see myself anymore Because my face in the mirror is too dark to see I can't feel myself no more, is there someone behind my back Who can see this curse on me, or is it just too dark to see! Too dark to see! Those scars remind me how I made you cry Your pain remains even if I die This is not the truth, this is not for real I don't believe you 'cos you tell me lies Everyone suffers and I am the cause Those closest to me are fading away Have I ever been alive?!?