Cryptic Wisdom - 8. The Life We Knew lyrics

VERSE: You were the reason of this heartbreak f** time, ima take mine while i dart straight You were the reason for everything that i did Now its over, hope you think of the memories and you cringe Maybe im bitter, maybe i went insane The day that you left me or the day that you made it plain I knew that it was over before it even occurred It was tearin at the seams and sleepin deep in the dirt Never saw it comin, i was wanted for long term Never meant for this to happen, not wanting the harsh words Its a given, with me and you talkin im finna lose it Ima do somethin so crazy i need to know what your choosin Is it me, is it him, is it somethin else that you needed Couldn't read it, achieve it, or even start to perceive it Leavin me bleedin was the plan, i know that its gotta be How the f** would it have changed so fast, that sh** is odd to me CHORUS: Thought i wouldve spent my life with you I never knew this cold blooded new side of you And i can not take it Im foldin and breakin, dyin Never woulda done it, ida died for you Now its time for goodbye to the life we knew And i can not take it Im foldin and breakin, dyin VERSE: And i dont think were gonna make amends Ive been on the fence since we started hangin out as friends I can't sleep at night knowin that you ain't mine But in time, you will see that nobody else intertwines In the same sense You see me and you we were envious Everybody had seen it, the second we started steppin holdin hands Love was within it in the beginning, retaining, remainin pure The winter, minutes diminished, i just needed you to see a new side of love and be free Was never my intention to smother you in my needs Ima back off I would do it for you to know that whatever the damn drama im stickin through high and low just to show That i ain't afraid of what you can offer me I would never go nuts and treat you as if you were property Believe But if you dont desire me back then dont be mad at me when i use it to write a new track CHORUS: Thought i wouldve spent my life with you I never knew this cold blooded new side of you And i can not take it Im foldin and breakin, dyin Never woulda done it, ida died for you Now its time for goodbye to the life we knew And i can not take it Im foldin and breakin, dyin