Cryptic Wisdom - Lately lyrics

You knew you were playing with fire Told you I'd break your heart, I'm no liar I've never been the type to settle down Must get that from my Dad, I get around Lately everyone thinks they know me That's probably why I've been so lonely Just broke up with my girl, been holed up from the world I know that you just want to help, don't plead Because, I can't guarantee I won't say something rude The pain I been in got me acting brand new Like new phone, who this? Give you one shot, don't miss Cause I've got better things to do than play catch up with you It's hard to be the man everyone expects me to be when I'm hurt You don't wanna know what I do when I'm alone Lately all I ever really wanna do is work Show em my worth Living with a gift and a curse I'ma pick a beat up in a hearse It is what I do when I don't know what else to do And if you bringing me the drum, I better be rehearsed Lately, I've been in a little bit of pain, need Somebody to maybe some and save me It's probably what you thinking 'bout me Oh no, no, no, I'm good, you know I'm good But lately, I've been in a little bit of pain, need Somebody to maybe some and save me It's probably what you thinking 'bout me Oh no, no, no, I'm good, you know I'm good We knew I'd end up the way I am Never really been that good of a man I'm manic and it's hard to settle down Must get that from my Momma when I'm down Lately I think my brain's on empty Know just how to fix it, boy, don't tempt me I struggle every day, my demons wanna play I pray that whoever's there won't let me (but hey) I can't guarantee that I'll never be weak A role model, I'm sorry that just ain't me Got new money, new whips In the mid-20s, I'm lit I don't know how to be the man that you want me to be And maybe I took it too far right there But I need you to feel my pain I been in the game, wearing everybody's energy The weight of it k**ing me and I think I'm 'bout to break I have been ashamed People have been telling me I'm brave For the way that I let him in and say Even though I really wanna get him I don't pick another lane, oh man, I don't wanna behave Lately, I've been in a little bit of pain, need Somebody to maybe some and save me It's probably what you thinking 'bout me Oh no, no, no, I'm good, you know I'm good But lately, I've been in a little bit of pain, need Somebody to maybe some and save me It's probably what you thinking 'bout me Oh no, no, no, I'm good, you know I'm good You might be thinking that I have been feeling sorry for myself But I'm here to tell you that you've got me mixed up with somebody else You know you know it You know you know it We both know that one day we'll be okay You know you know it You know you know it We both know that one day we'll be okay Lately, I've been in a little bit of pain, need Somebody to maybe some and save me It's probably what you thinking 'bout me Oh no, no, no, I'm good, you know I'm good But lately, I've been in a little bit of pain, need Somebody to maybe some and save me It's probably what you thinking 'bout me Oh no, no, no, I'm good, you know I'm good