Cryptic Wisdom - Going Through It lyrics

Somebody better come get me, cause I ain't got a lot to lose What I've been through, sort of distorted my views I ain't really got a clue, what I'ma do Give me the help that I need, I try and keep it in the booth But between me and you I feel the pressure of all of it Telling me I've gotta use, what am I doing Ain't got a fam, ain't got a home, ain't got a plan Ain't got a single thing that I've been doing right But I don't really think you'd understand Cause on the surface, everything's perfect Yeah, I've been making money, rubber bands But I've been trying to be somebody other than me And I don't remember who I am I don't remember what it's like to love Cause when I felt it I was young I just wrote Dominique a f**ing email What am I doing I'm dumb I had a girl, we had a dream But I was weak, now it is done I found out my ex was having a baby, crazy That one left me kinda bummed Should've been mine, it should've been mine Are you out your mind, boy She ain't thought about you in ten years She's settled down and doing fine And I know I ain't gotta remind you What it would do to you when you would find Another excuse to get in the noose and give her your time I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it I been living a lie, but bringing it by though And I'm willing to die, for the rhythm that I know Cause I don't like change, and I won't behave I got nothing but destruction on my brain And you might know me, or maybe not I don't give a damn I'm lonely, and I don't know how to be a different man I'm the one that made this so bad Common sense, I been missing that In between I need time for me And it's time for me to go and get you back I feel for the kids the most Cause they don't really get to know What's going on between us both All they see is we ain't close All this discussion in private Suddenly I'm about to be a ghost I don't even know where to go But tell them I love 'em when I hit the road I love you and you'll always be my best friend Here's to a new beginning, let the rest end I thank you for your love and all your lessons I will never be the same again I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it I've been feeling all good Been feeling all right I'm feeling all good until I'm not alright Then it gets bad for me Then when I'm tripping it gets bad for me Bad for me (for me) I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it I know that everything I'm going through has got a reason When you're going through it that's all that you can believe in You may not deserve it, no, but maybe it was needed Gotta keep your head up if you really wanna beat it