Cryptic Wisdom - The Life We Knew lyrics

I can not take it... I'm falling and breaking, dying... You were reason of this heartbreak f** time, I'ma take mine while I dart straight You were the reason for everything that I did Now it's over, hope you think of the memories and you cringe Maybe I'm bitter, maybe I went insane The day that you left me or the day that you made it plain I knew that it was over before it even occurred It was tearing at the seams and sleeping deep in the dirt Never saw it coming, I was running for long term Never meant for this to happen or wanted the harsh words It's a given, with me and you talking, I'm finna lose it I'ma do something so crazy, I need to know what you're choosing Is it me? Is it him? Is it something else that you need And I couldn't read it, achieve it or even start to perceive it Leaving me bleeding was the plan, I know that it's gotta be How the f** would it've changed so fast? That sh** is odd to me --------------------------------------------------------------- I thought I would've spent my life with you I never knew this cold-blooded new side of you I can not take it... I'm falling and breaking, dying... I never would've done it, I'd have died for you But now it's time for goodbye to the life we knew I can not take it... I'm falling and breaking, dying... --------------------------------------------------------------- And I don't think we're gonna make amends I've been on the fence since we started hanging out as friends I can't sleep at night, knowing that you ain't mine But in time, you will see it, nobody else intertwines In the same sense... You see me and you, we were envious Everybody had seen it the second we started stepping Holding hands, love was within it in the beginning Retaining, remaining pure, though in a minute, diminished I just needed you to see a new side of love and be free It was never my intention to smother you with my needs I'ma back off, I would do it for you to know That whatever the damn drama, I'm sticking through high and low Just to show, that I ain't afraid of what you can offer me I would never go nuts and treat you as if you're my property Believe, but if you don't desire me back Then don't be mad at me when I use it to write a new track --------------------------------------------------------------- I thought I would've spent my life with you I never knew this cold-blooded new side of you I can not take it... I'm falling and breaking, dying... I never would've done it, I'd have died for you But now it's time for goodbye to the life we knew I can not take it... I'm falling and breaking, dying... --------------------------------------------------------------- Is this the life that we were meant to live? Cause yo, I swear there's been some censorship But I'm just trying to make the best of it I'll truck it through the pain if you'll just give me some messages Is this the life that we were meant to live? Cause yo, I swear there's been some censorship But I'm just trying to make the best of it I'll truck it through the pain if you'll just give me some messages --------------------------------------------------------------- I thought I would've spent my life with you I never knew this cold-blooded new side of you I can not take it... I'm falling and breaking, dying... I never would've done it, I'd have died for you But now it's time for goodbye to the life we knew I can not take it... I'm falling and breaking, dying... ---------------------------------------------------------------