Cryptic Wisdom - About To Fall lyrics

[Hook: Cryptic Wisdom] Sometimes it starts to feel like Like I'm standing on the edge about to fall Sometimes it starts to feel like Like I just can't depend on me at all [Verse 1: Tuan X] I swear, I sit in this room sometimes I look back on my life and I wonder where the time went All of the time spent chillin' on the corners Havin' Grandma worried 'bout where I was and when I'm gettin' home Almost a decade has pa**ed and I'm still here on my a** Recording these songs and writin' these poems more But I feel that I lack the progress that I need Got no job or a seed, one mouth to feed and a college loan But I digress.. when did life become about stress? I miss throwin' Pop Rocks at fat cops And runnin' from 'em wit' Ken and Dunny Now them same dudes that I used to scheme wit' Takin' {hot} shots in prison, I heard he died from it Now I'm writin' rhymes from it.. That's how life does it, do it, did it, done it Now I'm tryna get it all [Hook] [Verse 2: Tuan X] Done broke enough hearts to make my Ma hate me I know she doesn't, but if she knew all I did, she would double back I love hard and I love quick, not one that I've been with Would ever say I ever gave the best of me Guess I was scared to, or too unaware to Realize it hurt them that much Whenever they would get close, I would back up And if she got distant, I would scrap her Drop her, divorce her, leave her and who*e some Next lil' hunny wit' an a** and a small torso Guess it was more-so my insecurities Will I ever be secure in me, truly I don't know; so Here's a warning to all my future lovers Love hard and love quick and then love another Cuz I'm the worst lover and I ain't the best friend But if you need a good f**, I guess that's where I fit in… [Hook]