Crucified - This Howl lyrics

I've been here for a million years it's only been the twinkling of an eye this dark, this pain it's so unbearing fire consumes the tears I cry I never thought of pain so drawn out screams and gnashing all surround me over and over I keep remembering I must bear this through eternity (chorus) this howl I can't turn away this howl keeps droning through my mind this howl consumes my every thought and emotion this howl keeps droning on through time I cannot bear this isolation where have all of my friends gone? this supposed to be the best time of my life my fate has shown me I was wrong... I hear his voice every second in time, "depart from me you accursed one I never knew you" Jesus, please forgive me I'm ready to accept you now but how I know you will not hear me I had my chance I turned it down (chorus) (repeat words after first chorus)