Crosstide - Waiting lyrics

Somtimes it seems like im living a lie, But its nothing you've heard before, Sometimes it seems like your hands are all tied, And i wonder if nothing but time, I can wait for something new, As i scream in the dark once again, As i hold out my hand a confession of sin, As i scream in the dark alone once again, My pride pushes me out but you pull me back in, Sometimes it seems like im living a lie, No one, just my dismay, I try whats left for me right here, From nothing to which i fear.....