Crooked I - Villain lyrics

There comes a time In everybody's life When they gotta make a change I'm tired of being a villain I'm a change I'm not gon' be your villain anymore And don't think I live my life of keeping score I'm not gon' be your villain anymore And don't think I live my life of keeping score I'm not gon' be Flat broke living in the hood When I need money I be up to no good Your family's rich my family's poor I would trade places with you if I could But I gotta play with the cards I was dealt Down on my knees ask God for some help Man of the house my dad walked out Mistakes get made when you father yourself I was raised on the block A menace to society Runt as a little kid I was innocent entirely Time went by Life got hard Til I start feeling like a villain was inside of me Mad at the world but I can't cry Heart full of pain when I can't lie I did a lot of dirt but now I wanna change To the bad got in me I say bye... I'm not gon' be your villain anymore And don't think I live my life of keeping score I'm not gon' be your villain anymore (I don't wanna be the villain no more) And don't think I live my life of keeping score (ay ay no more) I'm not gon' be I don't wanna be the villain no more Inside my mind fighting my own war Half of me wants to be the good god But the other half wants to kick down your door Mixed emotions they start to confuse me Last night I hopped in my car with a Uzi Haters don't feel me some wanna k** me I don't really wanna be the? movie Too many years I done fought off a grant I'm a a bail like Christian and walk off the set You can tell the director and the producer To kick that news when it fall off my neck I was hanging myself I couldn't breathe Trapped in the ghetto I couldn't leave I couldn't think I couldn't see I couldn't take it man I couldn't be Guess I thought there was nothing else out there For a dropout raised on welfare Brave enough to rob a bank in a heartbeat But too scared to take my life elsewhere It ain't easy to go straight Blind faith stepped to the plate I packed up my bag I walked out the door I ain't coming back around this b**h til I'm great I'm not gon' be your villain anymore (I don't wanna be the villain no more) And don't think I live my life of keeping score (no more) I'm not gon' be your villain anymore (I don't wanna be the villain no more) And don't think I live my life of keeping score (no more) I'm not gon' be Put your hands in the air if you feel me I'm a change my life if it k** me Put your hands in the air if you feel me I'm a change my life if it k** me Put your hands in the air if you feel me I'm a change my life if it k** me Put your hands in the air if you feel me I don't wanna be I don't wanna be I'm not gon' be your villain anymore And don't think I live my life of keeping score I'm not gon' be... No more.