Crocker - Dark Matter lyrics

(Verse 1) Hold me baby, I'm feelin shaky/ I'm not the man, that there out to make me/ Identity fraud, no there mistaken/ There's more to me than beef and the bacon/ Hold that tourniquet,don't wanna see it slip/ I won't prod untill the needle drips/ Please excuse me and my feeble fits/ Been up for a while and I'm seein sh**/ You think God listens when we pray to him?/ I'm not really sure what I would say to him/ Maybe I could sum it up in milligrams/ Maybe I could hang from the ceiling fan/ I'm just playing, please don't leave me/ Though I need you more, than you need me/ It's too dark, turn on that tv/ Look there's Iraq, man I'm wheezing/ (Hook 1) /I think I see Heaven, that's a light for certain/ /I think I see Heaven, that's a light for certain/ / I think I see Heaven, that's a light for certain/ /I wonder if there's Night, up beyond that curtain/ (Verse 2) /Daddy went to see a man about a dog/ I saw the same man about some Adderrall/ Feeling about as raw as the Jena Six/ Bout to see a friend with sum benefits/ Feel those muscles clench and then I release/ Another part of me up inside of a freak/ I miss Meghan, I miss Brittany/ I miss eighteen, I miss pity/ Shannon, there's Adam, he looks peaceful/ I'll point out his niece if I get to speak to/ Baby where am I? still here with you/ Could you grab sum paper and sharpened pencil?/ Would if be cool for us to drive by Mayview/ Mom & Dad are there and I'm trying to stay to/ Just for a sec., heard Uncle was AIDS free/ Hope they don't ask bout me coughing lately/ (Hook 2) /I think... I see Heaven/ /I think... I see Heaven/ /See Heaven..../ /I think I see Heaven, that's a light for certain/ /I think I see Heaven, that's a light for certain/ / I think I see Heaven, that's a light for certain/ /I wonder if there's Night, up beyond that curtain/ /Baby just grab me if I start submerging/ /I hope this here doesn't cause a determent/ /You're such a rose though, deserving to flourish/ /Don't know about Heaven though, trouble discerning/ (Verse 3) /Did I say to you, I had just saw Hugh/Said God had a plan and it'd come when it's due/ Told me that he loved me, be seein me soon/ Walked out the wreckage and bid me adieu/ This is fever ain't breaking, I'm still shaking/ And baby your pale and not conversating/ Where's your medicine, forget you should take it?/ These here instructions'll help me explain it/ Ran into Robert, stopped for a visit/ Last of Pa's brothers, I owed him to listen/ Chatted for few then he showed me the door/ Week later gunshot, body to floor/ Feel a calm coming over, shaking has stopped/ Baby, come look, I maybe can walk/Wide awake now, for a sec. I was dozing /Wait, that's the light what was coming and goin/