Cripper - k** My Thirst lyrics

Fear can grow Where safety was And hate will rise Where lovers lost We're missing things We used to have Are playing with what We need the most At the time We recognize We're giving up 'Cause it's too late I hide myself in strength And cover dirt with paint Pretend to never bother But care from start to end I am a friend rejector Too many I have lost A promise doesn't matter For I prefer distrust I want to live in freedom Though I cannot let go The more I try to pick up The less I seem to know I cannot stay where I am Don't know where else to run The future left behind me I'm waiting for what's gone ba*tards live Where dreamers die With angry source Respect runs dry We want to stay And settle down What we learn instead Is how to leave On the road We miss our homes While being there Can lock us in I know I am a fighter What for I still don't get The reason I am still here Is I don't dare to leave I hate me for the reasons The others love me for My strength and my endurance Makes them leave me alone Take a peek But do not touch Dare to touch But don't take home We need directives To feel free It is the choice That insecures Hopes are high And aims are great What we can't have We want the most