Creamatic - Reality lyrics

Verse 1 Reality Even tho I hate it I gotta face it Can't walk into the store Without feeling discriminated I'm up 3 am I'm up late thinking Wondering why I keep my mind straight I end up catching insomnia Seeing nothing people dead With no weapons Makes me feel nausea This whole year I went through some things My parents up and down Breaking walls I'm still feeling pain This chick named k f**ed me over It's cool my bars coming out stronger I Use to worry about you But I don't bother I use to care for some people But like I said It's reality I had to face it Sometimes I wish I had a reset bu*ton So I can start all over And work my way up for a new motor This music sh** son It's my closure The year is nearly done Every Friday I'm thinking bout that M1 Hook: Alex Von Puff some squares Until Im feeling nauseous Take an uber downtown Polices be watching Got me feeling cautious Verse 2 Since 2010 Its been real sh**ty I remember being broke Walking through the city Seeing families enjoying life With no problems Now with my people That's some mad drama You don't wanna end up In that situation I made some choices That made me feel voiceless I had no by my side And Made me feel great I'm trying my best To do something that won't negate Imagine how you feel Waking up 6 am Seeing your people fighting over bullsh** That aftermath is a hole in the wall And broken gla**es I can't even say we'll Get pa** this Cause sh** like that Ain't suppose to happen My lil bro and sis still wondering And damn son I'm barely recovering I just wanna live without a sin But that's pointless Cause sh** like this Won't ever end Yea (Hook)