Craw - Something To Believe In lyrics

[CHORUS: CRAW] All I wanna do is, Run from this spot like I don't really need this, Everybody all up in my face for no reason, I'm pacing, I'm wheezing, Jot my thoughts down, Push the pen better than them, so who the boss now, Run from this spot like I don't really need them, Everybody fake it's getting hard to believe them, A slave to my demons, a beast when I breathe in, Turn the music up, I need something to believe in [VERSE 1: CRAW] I been held to another standard, that's above par, Pardon me, you probably didn't see I rip it until it's hard to breathe, I be in the back with an IV, squeezing oxygen out of every artery, Hard to be part of me partially orbiting stars in me, Morbidly morning the mourning I'm morning harmony, Pouring enduring your story is hard for me to look at, Why? Because I wrote the f**ing book Jack, I don't wanna look back like everything I should have, Could have been accomplished, that's why I gotta rock this, Get in my way and I may take a hostage, Price you pay for f**ing with a monster, Ya'll don't really want that, I don't want it either, hah, And you 'aint got to thank Jehovah or Jesus, nah, Only one god you gotta believe in, His name is Crawdad, so say it like you mean it [CHORUS: CRAW] All I wanna do is, Run from this spot like I don't really need this, Everybody all up in my face for no reason, I'm pacing, I'm wheezing, Jot my thoughts down, Push the pen better than them, so who the boss now, Run from this spot like I don't really need them, Everybody fake it's getting hard to believe them, A slave to my demons, a beast when I breathe in, Turn the music up, I need something to believe in [VERSE 2: CRAW] Try to bite how the flow is crafted, Rewind to find they below par, that's rap spelled backwards, huh, I'm a savage with some habits that I can't shake, Ravaged little rabbit that'll stab you with a handshake, Wait, I really need to shake it off tho, Get up out this sh** hole and find a decent spot yo, But I can't it's like my mind got the best of me, Step into the future, hindsight's destiny, Effortlessly evident to see that I'm a veteran, To be the better man but never feeling better than, Let it in medicine man, tethered together if ever I am, Feather to feather I'm flying better than I planned, but, sh**, I know nothing's ever promised, To be honest to god it's a problem, you f** with me heavily, Leave you like Malaysian Airlines flight 370