Craig Xen - Shife lyrics

[Intro] Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable f** a rap career I'm just putting my thoughts on paper [Verse 1] Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable f** a rap career I'm just putting my thoughts on paper, look And I don't give a f** if you don't vibe with me, ay Real life problems got me clutching my nine milli n***as want my head where I come from Envy my success and they convinced that I owe them lil' n***as some, ay Xen don't owe nobody If you got a problem Load it, co*k it, and fill up my whole body [Bridge] Everyday, it's like I can't maintain Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing All I ever wanted was to get my change Living shife is my only type of mind frame Everyday, it's like I can't maintain Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing All I ever wanted was to get my change Living shife is my only type of mind frame It's in my blood.... [Verse 2] And ain't nobody really got my back n***as just be hanging around me because I rap Ain't no love involved I learned that from [?] With that being said I've been ready to go fill me with holes Everyday, it's like I can't maintain Still I feel I'm in it for the same thang All I ever wanted was to get my change Living shife is my only type of mind frame