Cozjin - Tacenda lyrics

[Verse 1: Cozjin] I'm getting Greater and I know it's hard for them to see I'm changing not even close to who I used to be Father left young but still believed in me Trusted myself so I rejected work near the beach Mother always working Father never there Brother lived on the streets, why ain't my sister here? Childhood thoughts, but I just didn't know I became so accustomed to being alone Spent months in the crib Talks over the phone Only a short call, man, I gotta get going In a mind of my own, my friends feel I'm dissing 'cause I'm not going out, I'm staying home Rough times, but it made me who I am Relied on nobody, had to my make myself a man Had a talk with this girl with the new tan Told her I rap I could sense the pity Before even hearing me spit, she told me to stop "No Hamilton boy will ever make it out the city" But I got work, don't you put me down I ain't getting pa**ed on like every rapper from my town And I understand why they all falling down 'cause mocking played out styles ain't worth pa**ing around [Hook: JMSN] There's something there inside me and it won't go away It won't go away Said there's something there inside me and it won't go away It won't go away [Verse 2: Cozjin] My heads so gone, man I can't steer I'm trying to get myself together though I do fear I need to fix my sight I can't see clear I can't see through you anymore And my visions so blurred it ain't like before I need to get up off the road I need to get going I need to get home I need to get out of here, I gotta leave, I gotta go sh**'s way worse now My fam wishes me the best, but I can see They ain't proud Got me feeling like I let 'em down 'cause while I'm focused on this They say I should be done college now True, but this is really what I wanna do I'm putting up heavy dollars but I'm getting through And if it don't work it's whatever I'm doing what I f**ing love, ya'll wouldn't understand And I'm gaining heavy weight, putting up heavy time Maxing credit cards just to stay in line Hectic work, but f**, I just wanna rhyme And I'm pa**ing my old friends who copped the white line The same ones who's parents ain't give 'em time But mines stressing me out like I'm wasting mine I got so much on my mind, convinced I've wasted my time Stop, I'll be fine Man, I'll be fine She's spilling all, she's spending all, no [Hook: JMSN] [Interlude: Dan Walton] And I'm standing here, with my feet in the dirt I'm getting no where See there's one thing that I need It's just a simple change of scenery And this place is getting old Soon enough, you'll see it too You'll see it too