Cowboy Junkies - Flirted With You All My Life lyrics

I am a man I am self-aware And everywhere I go You are always right there with me I flirted with you all my life Even kissed you once or twice And to this day I swear it was nice But clearly I was not ready. When you touched a friend of mine I thought I would lose my mind And I found out with time That really I was not ready, no, no Oh d**h, oh d**h, oh d**h, really, I'm not ready Oh d**h, You me Decimate those dear to me Teased me with your sweet release You are full and you are constant. When my Mom she was cancer sick, She fought but then succumbed to it But you made her beg for it Sweet Jesus, please I'm ready. Oh d**h, oh d**h, oh d**h Really, I'm not ready, no no no. I'm not ready I'm not ready No, no Oh d**h, oh d**h, Really, I'm not ready.