I'm still trying to fit in to my old life before I ever laid eyes on you Still think of you awake at night hoping I'm on your mind too What we had may have been once in a lifetime All I have now are memories of when you were all mine I still feel you, see you, breathe you in I still need you here This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear I hate falling asleep without you, dreaming of keeping you here I hate writing you songs about you knowing you will never hear them What we had may have been once in a lifetime All I have now are memories of when you were all mine I still feel you, see you, breathe you in I still need you here This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear I have changed now For better or for worse I'll never be the same again I hope you hear these words I still feel you, see you, breathe you in I still need you here This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear I still feel you This could be the year I disappear I still need you here This could be the year I disappear