Anything's hard to change But hey I got you down on your knees again You watch the sky It's a pale parade of pa**ing clouds That cover the bed upon which we laid in the dark And the memories that I made of a laughing girl But you're just my toy and I can't stop playing with you baby If you think you need to go If you wanted to be free There's just one thing you need to know And that's that you can't count on me I'm coming along real good But I still can't do most of the things I should I watch the sky coming down to bury me... And I can't stop this crawling out of my skin I know that you see yourself flying in out of the sky Coming down to carry me but I won't come out So if you think you need to go If you wanted to be free There's one thing you need to know And that's that you can't count on me I watch all of the same parades As they pa** on the days that you wish you'd stayed But all this pain gets me high And I get off and you know why So if you think you need to go If you wanted to be free There's just one thing you'll need to know And that's that you can't count on me