Count Raven - To k** A Child lyrics

I remember the day that you were born Your eyes looked at my soul I was so proud, that I kissed the sky Little then did I know Why, oh why, must this world force me to k** my child I can no longer hide, the eternal pain that I feel inside They said she was autistic, and silent as the night I said it is alright My heart is like the universe, that is endlessly She'll be alright with me The trees speak to me of sadness Of world that wasn't meant to be The creation is in entire madness We don't know love, so we don't see But that is another story And it doesn't set me free Neither God or humans help me Am I bound to destiny? Years have pa**ed without help from anyone This road I walked alone I look upon the world, where no one's ever won Then I blow her brain with my gun Why, oh why, must this world force me to k** my child Why, oh why, the only song this world ever sung, goodbye! (Spoken:) She's out of touch, out of reach, not one of us - She is free, so she has to be punished by all of us The father k**s the son, the father k**s her - Not because of her, but because of you Because of all of you, who refuse to do even the smallest thing for your next! The time and clock is ticking for you my child - Because they won't, they don't care about you! Soon I will have your blood on my hands I'll be thrown in jail - They will point their fingers at me They will judge me, as they have, judged you - As they will be judged, by you, and God!