Convictions - I Will Become lyrics

This is the end of the road. The sins I carried have left me cold. The world has left me completely alone, so I've built this house on stone. I have everything. I contain every earthly release, yet why can't my soul find an ounce of peace? It was all never enough to make me whole. Free my soul. Make me whole. I was a broken man with a bottle in hand. Four years later, you don't even walk or stand.Who is this man? Dependent on pills and cheap thrills. Who is this man I have become? Every time I take advantage of your everlasting grace,I stumble again. I spit in your face. Most of the time,I long for comfort in my own mind. Most of the time,I tend to regret the things I hide inside. Take me. Change me. I will become a man of God. This is how I was meant to live. I'll give You everything left to give. This is all I have left to give, so I'll give You everything God. (I am nothing at all) You gave me purpose and now with Your spirit I will stand. And now I know and now I know. Before You, I was nothing but a broken man. And now I know, but now I know. Through all the love that cast me aside, You were always with me. You were always standing by my side. Lord, awake my soul. Jesus, awake my soul. I will become whole