Conquer Divide - Self Destruct lyrics

Have I lost my mind? I'm suffocating It's k**ing me and I can't face it Will I ever learn enough is enough? I count these scars and wonder, "What have I become?" Looking at me, now tell me: what do you see? Feel like I lost control but I won't let you see through me I let you get too close, I don't care how hard I try These walls are caving in and you're not getting out alive These scars are tearing me apart And I can't hide what I've become inside 'Cause I've got an appetite for sin, I'm self destructing And I wanna take another hit but I'm drowning, drowning Strip me of everything On the surface I've become so artificial I just wanna feel something real Can you blame me? Somebody save me from myself 'Cause you were drowned out like the ocean waves And now you're driftin' away Turn me inside out so that I can see What's become of me I'm drowning in the waves and I can't take the weight This is the start of the end, the bitter taste of regret The wolves are at my door, waiting to come inside I sold my soul and now I'm losing my mind (I'm losing my mind) I lost myself This isn't what I'm meant to be (Who's gonna save me now?) I lost myself This isn't what I'm meant to be, no, no Strip me of everything On the surface I've become so artificial I just wanna feel something real Can you blame me? Somebody save me from myself 'Cause you were drowned out like the ocean waves And now you're driftin' away Turn me inside out so that I can see What's become of me I've got an appetite for sin I'll self destruct until there's nothing left