Conditions - Missing Hours lyrics

I've started now to wonder where I've been. Running dry on confidence again. So I turn to comfort I've found in, a chemical. Everything around me starts to change I can feel my conscience rearrange The person everyone needs me to be... ephemeral And I don't really want to feel like this again Feeling like it's all my fault The paradox is warring in my skin And I can't let it go. All or nothing All or nothing I've been told You can't be something You can't be something you don't know I've been told that I don't care enough. Honestly I really don't give a f**. Yet I do my best to s** it up and move along. I drink a little golden therapy Sing another broken melody The person everyone needs me to be... I don't belong And I don't really want to feel like this again Feeling like it's all my fault The paradox is warring in my skin And I can't let it go. All or nothing All or nothing I've been told You can't be something You can't be something you don't know Well I can, and I did, now you know. All or nothing All or nothing I've been told You can't be something You can't be something you don't know All or nothing All or nothing I've been told You can't be something You can't be something you don't know Well I can, and I did, Well I can, and I did, now you know.