Conditions - Wonderful Lie lyrics

I've been away for months And I can't really take it anymore 'Cause every time I go I learn the hours better than before I know there's twenty-four and they're moving slow Because the minutes carry me away Am I spending time, is it spending me 'Cause every second feels like it's a day Where did it go I never cared for tomorrow Just a wonderful lie The confident kid who would never die The world was weighing down And I just can't ignore it anymore 'Cause every time I leave It k**s me as I'm walking out the door For I am well aware this is all I have People in places that I've grown to need And it's enough to make every second seem Like it's the currency of feeling free It's broken my heart, I'm seeing inside With every breath I take I'm more aware of time Yeah where can I find the peace of mind That I had back then