Conditions - Best Mistake lyrics

I lost myself in her again but I don't care Even when I'm all alone she's standing there So I lie awake and I waste away To disappear for a moment Is she only in my dreams Will I ever be released She's my best mistake And I like paying for it Overan*lytical and open wide We're conjuring the chemical side by side We're tangled up and we hide away To leave the world for a moment She's consuming constantly And I forget everything I need She's my best mistake And I like paying for it