Compos Mentis - Within Me lyrics

I was born to fulfil a terrible destiny The greatest punishment of all Punished for what I didn't do and what I couldn't change Every attempt to avoid just lead me closer to the inevitable I committed the biggest sin of them all towards myself How could I avoid it, why did I deserve it? I hold out my hands that blackened my eyes And see my destiny as the stream of blood that it is With blinded eyes I shed a tear Thinking about the destiny that I pa**ed along Take away all my senses so I can't feel the pain Let me never know your thoughts At the peak of my life I realise that everything is false And all that I have done has only been harmful towards myself I have inherited the sins of my forefathers My life is dead and I'm in pain The greatness of my life has withered Leaving me with no desires of life or d**h If only time would stop and leave me with nothing Let me be the one you hate