Compos Mentis - My Inner Beast lyrics

As I scrutinize my inner self I see what I really am I understand that evil is a part of me I don't know what to do All my life it has been suppressed Now I can't hold it back Abrupt outbursts of rage keep confusing me And I have lost control I don't know why everything has been taken from me There's nothing left but an utter loss of hope Lingering behind my innocent facade It feeds on my weakness Heal me The beast inside must be who I really am It lies beneath my skin Help me As I look upon the changes I see what I've become But now I've learned to accept this new identity And I know what I want I understand the great joy of solitude All my life I'll stay alone A constant flow of pure rage delights me Now I'm in control Now I realize why everything is gone I have unchained the beast that I am - and I've been born again Traces of atrocity follow me Chaos leads the way Hate me The beast inside must be who I really am It lies beneath my skin Fear me