He said he felt like falling (I feel like falling) Said I can't stop drinking (It helps the fever) I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there I close my eyes to think of you but you ain't there I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there I close my eyes to think of you It takes a year or two (Before it really hits you) That there's no coming back (No drunk reunion) All the moronic moments (the fights, the violence) I race to get them back Retrieved from nine diaries I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there I close my eyes to think of you but you ain't there I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there I close my eyes to think of you All the deep tracks you left Solve the mystery Of why I took my life next & my history And in my secret head, well I got so frightened Will I be remembered? Would you still remember me? I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there I close my eyes to think of you but you ain't there I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there I close my eyes, remember you